Random Words of Insanity

as madman would testify, i am insane. this is not a normal form of insanity, mainly because i manage to hide it so well. however, the voices in my head begin to take control and i end up doing certain actions which i may have never thought of doing.
i cannot remember when i did not have a voice, or voices in my head. since i was young i remember having one voice inside my head seperate to my own, however lately many more voices have become apparent. this is an interesting occurance, but i think it has something to do with madman.
we're good friends, and i think i tiny amount of his insanity hhas rubbed off on me, freeing all therse crazy voices inside my head.
thankfully i can keep them quiet, and they help me to be a very rational person, because i can argue out a situation before opening my mouth. very handy indeed.
i have tried to name all the voices in my head but it is near impossible to give a number or names, there are too many of them, they must regenerate everyday.
the ability of being able to say something completely different from then word previously said. this can create some interesting games and situations.
the voices and insanity within me are what make me, me. you cannot remove them. i hopefully will never be certified insane, otherwise i won't be able to perform the select list of tasks i have constructed for me to perfrom when i think my insanity grabs hold i have no control over my life anymore.
this would be a bad day in my history. thankfully i do not have to explain this to anyone else, but i have to say something about it otherwise all these thoughts and feelings would make me explode or something equally messy.
my parents do not know i am faced with this, and they do not need to know, nobody except close friends and the insane people that visit this site will read this.
anyway, i think i have moaned too much about myself here. expect more later.

by keot, posted on Tuesday, 04. February 2003 @ 1154.35 gmt